Does anybody  have a site or anything where there are lists of music that's been in Korean movies/dramas or something? D: I was watching Two Faces of My Girlfriend the other day, and I really liked the song that plays when they're on the way to the ocean. I managed to find one site that had the music...but it was all in Korean. I know a lot of the time you can find Japanese songs and lyrics on...a lot of different sites, but I haven't been so lucky finding one for Korean songs. :/

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Last night I had this awesome dream and I don't even know how to explain it. It was...kind of a nightmare because  there were these monster things and two other people and I were given these weird little powers and ...pendants. Mine was a cat, but if you looked at it a certain way, it looked like a guy's face. o.O And we had to fight off these monsters, but there were zombie-ish people running around too and it was all based off this book (not a real book) so we were using this book to figure out what would happen next... It was kinda neat. :3

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I was talking to Rachel, and I figured out exactly how SiSL's going to end with her halp. w00t. It'll probably be a stupid little epilogue thing. Then I can focus on FLW. :3 And since I actually know what I want to do with that...it's nice.

 

*sighs* I got the Hero soundtrack today after wanting it for...a long time. It's so...ugh. It makes me cry. I close my eyes and I listen to "Longing" and it's just...so beautiful...all the parts coming together.  It is longing. It's...I don't know. I just love it so much... I feel like I'm in the middle of it and all the parts are coming down around me, circling me and holding me and pulling me in... (Kind of like that night at Emily's farm when all I could think was: I'm inside a drum. And I made it into some little metaphor about babies in the womb and abortions and all this other crap, but now there's nothing making me feel like that except the music itself.)
/embarrassing rambling

I also got The King and the Clown soundtrack and I'm not too pleased with it. It's not bad, but it's not one of those that you can just sit and listen to it. The last song I like because it reminds me of Rule of Rose, but it gets more gentle instead of creepy... The other songs are just short. A minute or so each.

Anyway. I'm going to go mentally worship Tan Dun some more and work on SiSL. I don't really know what I'm doing with the latter. Just trying to get it done, I guess.

And, if I haven't told you and you read my stories on FP, I'm going to just one-shots and humor chapter fics, I think. I might still write more serious fics, but I'm not going to share them anymore, I don't think. I just don't feel satisfied with it anymore and a lot of the time, I just get irritated. With humor, I know I'm making people laugh and I can be as silly as I want and know that if they started reading it for that, they'll continue. There's no need to mess with style or anything. I can just be stupid and carefree and feel more...stupid and carefree myself while writing it.

._. I can't eat lately. These past two days, I've hardly had anything. Cheerios, a few mouthfuls of ramen, and most of a sandwich. Every time I try to eat, I gag and feel sick. But I think I feel hungry. I can't really tell. ._.

At least that's what my history prof had the habit of saying... He was quite the negative little dude...

Anyway.

I got home around 3 last night and still had a bad tension headache, so I took my medication - which, by the way, does not come with a refill, so I don't know what I'm going to do when I run out - and read Porno (the book - not actual porn) until my head felt better. Then as soon as I turn out the lights and lie down, my head fricking hurts again. So I got up and took some Excedrin and read, waiting for my head to feel better. It felt better. Turned out the lights. IT HURT AGAIN! And then a quarter to 5, I'm still awake, but I get a stupid forwarded text from Jordan Grant and I'm like...WTF SRSLY? Who texts someone at FIVE IN THE FRICKING MORNING? I was worried that it was Katie or Emily and something was wrong so I tripped all the way across my room and get there and it's a stupid sexual forward. WTF. DON'T DO THIS TO A SLEEP-DEPRIVED, TENSE GIRL.

So around 6:30 I finally fall asleep and wake up around 7 because my mom's telling me to not feed Bernie and blahblahblah because of his new diet. Which is when I realize that I feel really sick and lie in bed for awhile with the hints of a dull, throbbing headache, half out of it, convinced that I'm FRANK FRICKING BEGBIE and all my thoughts are in a FRICKING SCOTTISH ACCENT. And then I spend the next hour in the bathroom, feeling dizzy and disgusting and puke up some nice yummy bile and now I'm not tired at all. Which is odd.

But at least I'm not Beggar Boy anymore...

Put your music collection on shuffle. Put down the titles of the first twenty songs, followed by "in my pants."

# SONG (in my pants) - ARTIST [commentary]

1. Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk (in my pants) - Rufus Wainwright
2. Caspian Can Wait (in my pants) - The Velvet Teen
3. Half Jack (in my pants) - Dresden Dolls [lulz...]
4. Famous (in my pants) - Puddle of Mudd 
5. Red (in my pants) - Natalie Walker
6. Wonderwall (in my pants) - Ryan Adams
7. Dig (in my pants) - Incubus [no don't. D: ]
8. Amorous in Bauhaus Fashion (in my pants) - The Faint
9. There is a Light (in my pants) - David Ford ['cause I'm holy and virginal. :3 ]
10. Jesus in New Orleans (in my pants) - Over the Rhine
11. The Quiet Things that No One Ever Knows (in my pants) - Brand New
12. Naive (in my pants) - The Kooks
13. Once Upon My Nightstand (in my pants) - Finch
14. Death Came and Got Me (in my pants) - Rosie Thomas [Death is kinda creepy. D: ]
15. Comfort (in my pants) - Deb Talan [>_>]
16. Bother (in my pants) - Stone Sour
17. Blower's Daughter (in my pants) - Damien Rice [hehe...]
18. Bullet with a Name (in my pants) - Nonpoint [o___o]
19. Lover I don't have to Love (in my pants) - Bright Eyes
20. I Need a Hero (in my pants) - Frou Frou.

I broke out my Tales of the Abyss disc and was set on pwning. I had this awesome I SHALL SUCCEED! mindset going on too. No running from battles but choosing to lvl up instead (shut up - I'm a runner. I has no patience for constant battles. ;-; ), especially in the places where I knew I'd be able to "sleep" for free and save immediately afterward. I was doing pretty fricking well too. Got a few hours in. Got to that little vacation home by the sea of Luke's...and as soon as I walk inside, I can do nothing. I can't move Luke. I can't get to the menu. Nada. But inside, the monsters are moving, the save...thing is all shiny and glowy and moving in tranquil little circles, and Luke's clothes and hair is shifting lazily in the wind~

BUT I CAN'T DO ANYTHING!

So I restarted the system and got back in there and...if I press buttons the right way, I can make Luke turn around or to the side, but he still can't move from the doorway.

Then I looked at the disc and wondered if I perhaps threw it at someone as they were having a massive brawl and it came out the loser, because it's scratched...a bit. (>_>) It's just strange that it was at THAT specific spot that it had any problems... D:

Meh. Anyone have any good free-at-home-remedies for fixing a scratched disc? ;~;

 

PW tour dates:
JUNE 5 - El Corazon, Seattle - ALL AGES (Tickets)
JUNE 6 - Richards on Richards, Vancouver - 19+ (Tickets)
JUNE 8 - Slims, San Francisco - ALL AGES (Tickets)
JUNE 9 - The Roxy, Los Angeles - ALL AGES (Tickets)
JUNE 12 - The Oriental Theater, Denver - ALL AGES (Tickets)
JUNE 14 - Fine Line Music Cafe, Minneapolis - 18+ (Tickets)
JUNE 15 - The Bottom Lounge, Chicago - 18+ (Tickets)
JUNE 17 - Mod Club, Toronto - ALL AGES (Tickets)
JUNE 19 - Tralf Music Hall, Buffalo - ALL AGES (Tickets)
JUNE 20 - North Star, Philadelphia - ALL AGES (Tickets)
JUNE 21 - The Middle East, Boston - 18+ (Tickets)
JUNE 23 - Highline Ballroom, NYC - 16+ (Tickets)
JUNE 24 - Rock & Roll Hotel, DC - ALL AGES (Tickets)
JUNE 26 - Cats Cradle, Chapel Hill - ALL AGES (Tickets)
JUNE 27 - The Loft, Atlanta - ALL AGES (Tickets)
JUNE 30 - Granada Theater, Dallas - ALL AGES (Tickets)
JULY 1 - Antone’s, Austin - ALL AGES (Tickets)



I want to go to one so bad, I'm nearly crying right now. ._________.  Chicago's not too far...  How far's Toronto? ._.

I hate those slash fangirls that zomg loooove lyke yaoiiii and their favorite seme is Yuki and their favorite uke is Midori annnddd liiiike omg they just looove their gay boys.

But then refer to cross-dressing as "weird." And gay marriage...well...it's understandable that people are against it. Besides, why can't they just call it something else for gay people? Reverse discrimination? What's that?


Wait. What?

If you're  in it for the cute little kisses, you deserve to be cunt punted. Ugh. It drives me nuts. I'm seeing more and more of it lately. I stumbled upon a forum just now and they were talking about gay porn. Someone said things got "progressively weird (ie cross-dressing)." Someone else said about Sean Cody "Just. No" because they like their cute little Asian boys. Sean Cody...has real men. Having sex with real men. Not that I'm a huge fan of SC. I just think....people are stupid little cunts. Sorry, sweetie, but not all gay man look like Adam Lambert and your little seme/uke Japanese bullshit. It's not kawaii, bitch. :D 

Signed up for fall classes. -_- Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I think it's just 13 credits. Whatever. I don't want to mess up my GPA by taking more than really necessary. I just need the 12 to stay on my parents' health insurance. And if my fricking headaches keep happening and I need to go back to Dr. Kerr to beg for more medication, that'll come in handy.

Speaking of headaches, at least they're not as bad as when I had my sinus infection along with them. This one went away for a few hours with my meds and so it's only been here for about three hours. And it doesn't make me want to cry, which is a big plus. >___<

Reading Gargoyle now and...I'm having a really hard time getting into it. And speaking of books, as soon as I'm done with this one, NO ONE SHOULD LEND ME ANYMORE! At least not for awhile. I have books that I got last summer that I still haven't read yet. My pile of things-to-read has become higher than my headboard.

Now that it's summer, it's time for me to play Tales of Symphonia. >_________< Maybe I'll swap it for Tales of the Abyss this time... ToS is my summertime game since that's when I got it...but...I should really play TotA.

Hmmm... What else...

Not sure. But I got some more Great Lake Swimmers music. Moving, Shaking is so...nice. I think it's just really easy to relate to. My inspiration has flown away. It's hard to see all the little things. There's a universe in a crack in the wall. Or an ant crawling across a broken tile. But it's hard to see all the little things when the big things get in the way.
It kind of makes me want to cry but in a totally it's-okay-to-let-it-all-out kind of way.

Oh, I'm just pulling on a line, on a line. :3


Also, they're in Europe right now, but...I really want to go to Canada to see them when they come back. D:

Another edit: I LOVE THIS VIDEO! This was my first time watching it. xD

Things to do this weekend:
-Laundry.
-Clean my room.
-SiSL chapter.
-...crap...I had one more... OH! Order Emily's birthday present finally. >________> <3



In other  news:
We must go through with our summer plans. School on Garfield, traveling weed circus and burglarly (or...maybe not...), and hopefully having Emily and Katie over to swim and fish and adventurize. I'd also like to check out that weird farm thing by Emily's house... AND AND AND the loft hangout. Pow-wow eventually... xD I miss my BFFsssss. <3


ANYWAY.
My final exam for psych was pretty easy, and I got a 48/50 on my paper. Also an A in my Sociology class. And I emailed my English teacher my paper last night. Jack said he wanted to see it too, so I'll send it to him tonight...

OH! And now time for my views on The Snow Garden by Christopher Rice. Don't want spoilers? Then don't click ( here. )

Stolen from kurohaneshizumi .

I sry that I've been neglecting you my sweet little LJ. *bellyrubs*

Hrmhrmhrm. Overview of the last few days. Wait. When's the last time I updated a normal, public entry? Not sure.

I'll just start with yesterday then. o.O Ahhhhh lesseee. I got. No. WAIT. WHAT WHAT AM I DOING.
Oh. I did my final English project. Whatever. Everyone was like "no questions..." but everyone had something to say about everyone else's project. XD And then I was just about to leave but my professor's like "Katy, could you wait a second please?" So I was like..."crap." But he ended up asking to use my final paper as a good example (:B) for later classes. Pwnt. It really helped to puff up my little deflated self esteem.

HAHA THAT GUY UNBLOCKED ME ON AIM JUST NOW! Oh man... XD

This morning was very close to being disas.........BAD.

I woke up at 8:30 because my cat was scratching at my door. On Mondays, I get up at 8:45 for school. My alarm clock was not set when I looked up to see the time, though, but I remember setting it before bed. So apparently I turned it off some time in the middle of the night and would've overslept if not for my cat. And because it's make-up quiz and final exam day... THAT WOULD'VE SUCKED!

D: Erk. I'm going to go back to my paranoid stage of setting my clock alarm and my phone alarm...

Just for the record: I so pwnt Jamie at school today. >:D Take that. TAKE IT.  All semester she's been driving me nuts and the second to last class and I finally get the chance to say something to her. AH~ Life is just wonderful (at the moment)~

Annnnddddd. That's mostly all I have to say.

Except...

Today I was thinking about indie music. After awhile of listening to a lot of indie music, I've made it to the point where if I hear a bad voice, I don't think it's bad. Because a lot of indie's crappy voices. And if one's absolutely horrific, it's not absolutely horrific. It's "really unique, but not quite my thing." It amuses me...

Annnd we have to do a visual argument presentation for the last day of English and I finally decided what to do. Because I compare gay marriage to interracial marriages being band in the 60s and that one case where the dude went to jail and the judge was all, "God doesn't want interracial marriages. That's why he separated us all so we wouldn't breed with them." Or some crap. So I'm doing the beginning with music from the 60s playing with images of - if I can find any - that case or cases like it...and then it'll be a little  black screen that says, "It's a lot different now in the 2000s, isn't it?" And start playing modern music but then there'll be people protesting gay marriage in California, the Yes on 8 people, and other shite of theirs... I hope it goes over okay. Makes me nervous, but at least I'll most likely never see any of those people again so I don't have to care about what they think. o.O

There's no need for words. This screencap says it all:


Except no Endou. ;~;

Happy Birthday, agent_squeaks !

I can't stop listening to this. It's so simple - the lyrics and his voice, but... I love it so much.



Bobby, baby, you make me blurry... So blurry inside.
I know I'm down home but I always thought a limousine was something to be laughed at. Something to be laughed at.
Bobby, baby, you make me blurry... So blurry inside.
I know I'm not your cut, but I never thought that I was just something to be laughed at. Something to be laughed at. Something to be laughed at...
I was a teenager when you took me from my momma's bed and brought to the real city. I tried my best to become what I thought you wanted.
Bobby, baby, you make me blurry... So blurry inside.
I know I'm down home but I always thought a limousine was something to be laughed at. Something to be laughed at. Something to be laughed at...